Thursday, August 24, 2006
Back to blogging again...there are too many things inside me that i want to take out.
This week is the exam week and it really end up horrible.
I had fmgt on monday, most of the calculations i knew how to do but there were some i didn't know how to explain. The worst one is theory, i didn't know what was i writing as well, wrote crap i think. Hopefully don't minus too many marks.
Then it was audit's turn. I was never about audit because when we had test i thought it was quite alrite and might be able to get good marks but in the end...hell. The exam was not too difficult from what he told us to study, but i think his marking scheme very particular so i don't pin very high hopes.
Yesterday had ifa. I know that sure will not have enough time to finish so i quickly chiong and finish the first qn in about 25 -30 mins then i quickly proceed to the next qn, at first i thought i knew how to do but then after that i became panic and don't know how to complete the qn. I spent a good how half an hour doing it and it was half done.
So i proceed to the next qn and finish it. But still had theory. Then left 10 mins to complete what is undone, so i went back to the unfinished qn and redo a bit then submit. Didn't even have time to check at all. After that then i realised what i done at first was correct but just didn't know why i couldn't balance it, so i changed it. I am so stupid, i should have just left it there and maybe still can get marks, now i think can forget it. After the paper i really feel like crying...
Before these exams, i set goals for myself. Now i think i can't achieve any of them, i don't pin any more high hopes. I am very very disappointed in myself...there goes my GPA! Like what may had said, don't have too high expectations because maybe your disappointment will be greater. I really know what she means, but who don't want to get good grades. Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i don't want to think about it anymore, left with cost...i really hope cost will be a ok paper if not i am really dead.
looking for my butterfly;
